.it was a fairy tales.

Fairy tales
Since I was a young child
I love those fairies stories
ya I know..it was not a real
but it makes me feel good, better, and love
how sweet the story is
how cute the characters inside
and how colorful the world they have
it was cheer me up
until me myself growing up
I'm still sticking with those fairy tales stories
I like too relates all those things happen in my life with a dream of fairy tales
those who had an experience in my fairy tales stories knows that I guess..hihi
oh there were sound silly and funny
but ya that's me neither
until all my fairy tales only becomes as a fairy tales....

but oh ya
sometimes I was thinking like that
fairy tales will always be a fairy tales..forever
but it was a hope
ya a hope for the better life
and guess what..I think that maybe a fairy tales will becomes a reality
I'm really hope so
sound silly huh~
and who's care???!!
ok I love you.

this is my fairy tales time actually :)

.burden is therapy.

I got a lot of work to do

yes and I can called it as overload works

so many 'to do lists'

and all of them have their own dues

be patient baby..wait for your turn 

I am too busy to know either your grass is greener..

because my grass also not yet confirm either they can get enough water or not

huh..I love my busy life right now..work smart Jann!

.life's balance.

dear me..

if you find a perfection, never forget there will have a deficiency

when you see the weaknesses, do not ignore it will has a strength

every creatures on earth have the pros and cons

keep walking then you can find the real balances in life

dear me..i love you.

:') AllahhuAkbar

.....akan adanya ganjaran syurga Allah bagi manusia yang sabar dan redha atas segala ujian di dunia..InshaAllah....

.the beach.

I want to go to the beach
to feel the sandy steps
to feel the salty windy
to feel the moving waves
and to sit with you

I want to go to the beach
seating on the flat mat
together with all the drinks and foods
until my tummy full
and enjoying it with you

I want to go to the beach
seating there until the day ends
hearing the nice voice and songs
enjoying the finger dances on guitar
and I want this with you

who are you?
it still be Allah's secret
but I just want you to know
this is my dream :')

.deep voice.

when I am alone
I can hear my own voice
very deep inside..my heart
it said to me
why I need to give up
while my life still has a long way journey
yes I know that..
I may have a lot of chances
to continue my life..more better than before
I really hope for a good and more happier life
which are can make me smile for the whole my life
I love you..myself. :')

.a come back.

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim..

How quick time passes, and now I realized I am already an adult. No more a small toddler that will cry to ask something from parents, no more a small child that will ask a lot of rewards like candy and ice cream, and no more a teenager that will ask for a money to buy school's tools. No more..yes, no more. Now I know where I have been, what I should do. Future. Major aims of me right now.

When I was sitting alone my brain will spin like a tornado and always bring my mind backward. Yes it always happened. Sometimes, I think that I had wasting so many years of my life with something I can called it as silly matter. I keep going with something that me myself doesn't know where it will be end, and how the situation it will end either good or bad or worse. When I realized those silliness, I feel like to laughing myself. And so many questions come out from my mind why I did that? No answer for that.

and honestly, I miss the old me. So much. Where is her? InshaAllah, may Allah ease me to find her back.